For me it just got to a point where that voice was too loud to ignore. I’d done a lot of stuff online so felt like I’d already crossed the line without doing anything physical which just seemed stupid as I was taking risks for something I’d never done and didn’t even know if I’d like.
Eventually I arranged to meet another guy off here, he was married too and more experienced. We met at his while he wife was away, I was very nervous but we wanked each other and I sucked his cock.
After I’d left I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders, and I felt great. Didn’t feel any more guilty than from playing online.
That was a few years ago and I’ve only had a couple of meets since, it’s not something I want to do every day or with loads of people, but I love knowing that I can dabble and have fun when the urge takes me. |
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"For me it just got to a point where that voice was too loud to ignore. I’d done a lot of stuff online so felt like I’d already crossed the line without doing anything physical which just seemed stupid as I was taking risks for something I’d never done and didn’t even know if I’d like.
Eventually I arranged to meet another guy off here, he was married too and more experienced. We met at his while he wife was away, I was very nervous but we wanked each other and I sucked his cock.
After I’d left I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders, and I felt great. Didn’t feel any more guilty than from playing online.
That was a few years ago and I’ve only had a couple of meets since, it’s not something I want to do every day or with loads of people, but I love knowing that I can dabble and have fun when the urge takes me."
I know what you mean by the voice getting louder and hard to ignore... I don't want to meet loads ... more about madding friends and seeing
It's just that step.... |
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